MAI: Lastly, as an artist engaging with questions of motherhood, femininity, cultural identity and tradition in contexts of global contemporary art, I wonder if you would be tempted to share any thoughts or experiences of navigating or countering expectations in this context of practice.
HMY: I’ve often encountered situations where my motives, subjectivity, and agency were challenged and scrutinised. Accusations such as “A Chinese should not be interested in India and Islam” or “It’s not acceptable that you are trying to represent Indian and Arab people” were often pointed at me before I could provide context or explain my intentions. At first, I could only react with anger. Over time, however, I’ve learned to respond differently, sharing stories that invite others into my complex world of experiences, emotions, and perspectives, while simultaneously exploring the historical and political roots of such biases.
I carry several persistent questions with me: What compels people to prevent others from embracing cultures different from their own? How can I demonstrate the authenticity of my interest—or must I even attempt to? Why have many forgotten or ignored the historical exchanges between China, India, and other regions? As a Chinese woman and artist, what actions or interests are considered permissible, and which are not? Are ethical boundaries context-dependent or universally applicable? What constitutes ethical cultural engagement versus harmful cultural appropriation? Is it justifiable to judge a Chinese female artist by the same standards applied to a white male artist, considering the vastly different historical relationships of oppression and power dynamics? Could categorising aesthetic and artistic agency itself be a form of (self-)Orientalism? Why is my interest in non-Western cultures questioned, yet my deep immersion in Western culture normalised? What can we learn by examining these double—or even triple—standards? What is the extent of freedom for artists working within the global contemporary art scene shaped by post-colonial contexts? Finally, how can we foster open, productive conversations about these complex issues to move beyond restrictive notions of cultural ownership while remaining sensitive to histories of oppression and inequality? Perhaps these questions cannot be answered easily or immediately, but I encourage reflection and dialogue.
For an individual woman trying to carve out her own way, remain porous, transgressive, mobile and creative, it inevitably involves risks and misunderstanding. But I often remind myself that I have experienced death and extreme physical trauma when giving birth and nothing can be tougher than that. Death gave me the freedom to live fully. I do not try to simply counter expectations because it might result in the mere product of reaction, which can obscure our true desires and visions. What I hope to share is something that both my mother and the Buddha said: “Have no fear.” I let this fearlessness guide me.